Blogging (Mom) Girl

I had it earlier, but now I realize that I still do have it. Nothing productive happens in knowing there's no facebook notification, messages, email or new visitors in my blog. And endlessly scrolling the news feed which makes me wonder why I am so obliged to read them all??? Though as a Physics enthusiastic, I'm interested in physics updates and wonders. Although I am damn sure that I am not interested in looking up happy updates of every people in the world, though I obviously want them in my friend list too... No matter how far I separate things into categories, the categorization never works well. It's like the facebook algorithm determining what I should read from time to time... What happen to us if we realize that we are controlled??? What should I do? My feedly is also no different. So with the long forgotten twitter. (C'mon, who is immersed in everything at once???) My life need curation, but my online life need it immediately. Otherwi...

With all compassion, as we reach the farewell, as our hearts ponder with the thirst of friendship, and when we don't know what to do... Let the moment pass.. with tears inside and a goodbye, and a smile. Then starts crushing down of world around, Treasures which are precious, starts fading- Fading into the ground of unconscious memory of our mind. Someday we wake up in a panic- Panic of actually loosing something-or forgetting -that beautiful life which provided so much. It is beyond our hands can reach. The memories-it fades -like a firework sparkle.

It is a nature associated with small particles, which posses mass and at the same time indefiniteness in its position, like an electron. It appears that the electron can be here and there at the same time. It also appeared to me that I am this and that in this very nature of me. Which calls in the question, "Who am I?". I think it is best if we take a position of Rango: "Who am I?, I can be anybody." It also strikes to me the idea of him drawing a box as though he's confined to a definite area... He goes out of box becoming "anybody", ending up being a legendary himself. This is what it is... despite of our wavery nature, when taken our whole life's account, we become our definite selves- no matter what.

Inertia is the inability of a body to resist continuing in its state(of motion or of rest). By carnal nature, also, i guess,we mean, is the inability of human beings to retract from the current state or habit that they have been following. How can we think of ourselves as a rock which cannot change its course by free will? We need to get rid of our "mass".

Dreams come in black? yeah, some things, that you desperately want, and so rudely kept away, they don't come, Ever! That's the dream, which worth never dreaming and , is the dream that you always, restlessly, and tirelessly keep on hoping... This is the dream which comes in black. It never gives you "wings". But keeps you in a limbo where creativity is damn dead. It feeds your dark side and you feel less and less dignified as a human. This limbo discourage you to live in the real world. Be aware of these black dreams. And it is very difficult to see a real dream from down there. We might need some help to dream back a bright one. -or, just forget dreaming...

It means farewell to our seniors, and also means to remind ourselves that we will also be given a sendoff next year. However it made me sink into the idea of relationships in life. Even though I had real friends, and I love them, I always thought that whatever the world was saying about love and relationship was ridiculous. I sort of don't like to think otherwise even now. Looked like that class of senior students were deeply connected and in love. From their words, I was able to infer that it happened, typically, after their class tour. Yes, I was emotional and their love moved me. Well, it automatically makes one think about their own relationships with classmates. And I was horrified by the thought that each moment that we spent on college is extremely precious, and the photographs "seemingly" held that truth. I never had this epiphany since my 10th standard which is approximately 10 years back. But still, there are some stones in this smooth friendship path, aren...

List of time pass ideas as most of us are at home and bored during summer holidays watch TV  seriously listen to music Cook easy dishes( like green mango chutney) Invent drinks from possible ingredients(like green mango juice with orange syrup ) Read Do complicated puzzles Try to read Hindi. Plant some plants or play farmville Make a handkraft Make a painting with bare hand Watch movies Listen to music in youtube. go research on a particular subject online. Do photography and make some editing  Write anything and make it a blogpost. Scroll endlessly on facebook pages  Play a mobile phone game tweet By heart some poems. Look at the clouds and imagine shapes. Make a story, and write a novel about it. Sing Look at old photographs in your computer folders.  Watch news!

I love it. It was my only book. Now this is too sad to accept. The internet giant that I love is starting its dictatorship again... Which puts me in a realization that no individual experiences a complete freedom. Nobody can fight against it. Everybody is forced to use google plus. People can only complain about facebook timeline. And no matter how hard we resist, google is not going to be kind enough to continue reader service... These changes made in computers are harder than real world changes to accept and surprisingly easy to adjust. Let's see. Google reader, you'll be forgotten in a flash of a second! Mind you.