Blogging (Mom) Girl

"My Beloved; we all know that God is so kind, then why do we panic when things go wrong, and take matters into our own hands? There is, of course, a responsibility to act - but that must be at the Lord's command and not ours. How different our working life would be if we were 100% confident that the Lord will work out everything for our good? Our response to temptation or any testing should be pray er instead of panic, and quiet confidence instead of confusion. Yet much of our background and education screams at us that if we don't do something, there will be disaster. Handling things differently takes time and experience, but starts when we believe that God is in control and will gives us the best. Praying to accept and rejoice in God's sovereignty is the first step. Amen."

It's like a labour pain, I can't get out of it, even though i wanted. Feel like torn apart. and will quit always. so its better to start nothing now. not even the remedy.......? How true is the story of that frog and mine. we both are not jumping out from pain. I am tolerating up to death with this vain! It's the pain, and pain like the luxurious water around, when you are drowning, and you enjoy being there. diving toward the shore is never the purpose.  being in the water is the current obsession. Well, if drowning doesn't ring a bell in your good thoughts, then you deserve to enjoy the luxury of water at least. But as long as I am alive here, I hope, at least my prayers are listened. by whom i only belong to, and ever was belonging.

Where to start a song Must confess, this is my own stupid song, to throw me away into sky, so that I could grow wings! There can I find you again, mr. Perfect. So that I may never weep again. crawling back on my own shoulders, I can adore you endlessly. There is where I'm gonna find you, when I am up in my own shoulders.. Don't wanna repeat the same world stories.. cause they don't have... eyes to see the truth. The truth that, love is always giving, not wanting. And the love is universal,to be shared with anyone. Love always hurt, for nobody's perfect. Your love will never mature, if you are holding back a part. But if you are not strong, you can't love. But why still even the weakest heart want to love?