Blogging (Mom) Girl

There was some kind of unresolved issue, and now I forgot it. I don't but understand why it is the way it is. I can't accept it, but it won't change either. I wish I knew that secret which is kept away from me. Unless the mouth speak, it is a secret and a thousand assumption. I end it. By not wanting to know it. But heart slowly learns. It needs to be consoled every now and then.

Everybody likes to think that they are doing the best of what they can. Eventually, they'll have a routine of thinking that they are the best. Everybody thinks that they are intelligent, and smart. But everybody knows that everybody is not smart and intelligent. But somebody who haven't been immersed in all kinds of life's struggles cannot possibly know that they were'nt intelligent at all. Basically the point of realizing one's foolishness is unforgettable in one's life. All those power and certainty that I felt at one moment may melt in a moment. Then, I should see... that, these feelings are not to be kept by a human being in this world. They must be granted only in afterlife.

Oh my dear memories, I don't want you all. Please leave my mind. Oh, those whom I cherish the most, some of you may have to leave me as soon as possible, because you are hurting me. I don't want these memories at all... Please leave me and leave me in peace! I wish I never had you in the first place... This little me still haven't figured out a life because of you all...

Be strong. Be the strength. Dump worries, Dig happiness hard, Give them love, more than you need it, Believe you are strong. Be Optimistic. You Dump your worries right now, Work bloody hard, But with optimism. Sleep well...Take care