Blogging (Mom) Girl

  I would like to start a youtube channel. But there are a lot of limitations. I don't want a youtube kind of broadcast. I need a space where I can simply broadcast my life and keep track of it, and more over, be motivated by that. Hence I am creating this blog.  Blogging mom . I wish I may make contents good enough for value and other people may make use of it. I also wish to communicate in my mother tongue. but writing malayalam is lot more effort. Let me see how long this can go.... and who all can profit from this. At least I wish I can profit from this, since this is like a tracker.  You can see how youtuber moms are so motivated and do their kids 5x times things that I, who's jobless do for my own kid. So I think this comes mainly from their motivation generated by documenting and presenting their life in front of others.  Even though a different niche, alicedoesphysics vlogger showed us her consistent study and made a recent video about landing her first job....

                     Negativity has nothing creative. It only emits darkness and immense gravity. Just like black hole. If even blackholes can emit light, then why can’t negativity too? In many ways, negativity or negative thoughts and impressions have a deep root to a sensitive us. A sensitive person, who relates everything to his own personal space. Negativity is relative. It changes for person to person. It’s a matter of perspective.  Allowing one to mourn for sometime for the sake of healing is often not considered a positive thing. This I call is a negativity.

The bubble is present everywhere.... for an individual. Individual live inside a bubble.. evryone. Everyone has their own bubble. There can be proximity bubble influence. But each bubbles are unique. But it is very important that if you are a fish, then  try not to make your bubble more  less denser  than water or even, airy. 

Speaking according to the situation effectively and justly is like that neat tetris game expert.  People love those who can effectively choose contents to talk.. there are a thousand contents that can be spoken but the shape of which, that can be fitted over the present condition in a conversation is the most welcome. That which is frequently unfitting the present tetris matrix, those people will be avoided,  atleast,  mentally,  by anyone regardless of whatever intellectual differences between these conversees..

Its the awareness that you show at the peak of your motivation as early as it may seem, that your enthusiasm and energy is going to fade eventually and that's a dead reality.   This is applicable to even lifetime i.e, how much aware we are about our old age. Those who save for strength, both physical and mental , and money, be it a myth or not, are the most practical ones. And they will fulfill their life or atleast complete the marathon on a decent note. Or those people who dont, or people like me, may have to fall in to a huge pit of vaccum with no backing and may even hit the rock at the bottom. 

A true Feminist  shall not marry in to anything.  A true Warrior  who got married could be a hypocrite or something more than a Warrior.  This warrior atlast stop fighting visibly.  But strive to catch up with reality and truth with her hard work.  And this is not just for feminist.  

Ive been trying to get the story of my life right... since i ve been having a lot of time, I was dizzy with my life and its choices... so inorder to change my life for good, its important to get the story of my life right... And so someone was there for me tolerating me and teaching me what all it takes to belive who i really am.   I have to painfully accept how idiotic i was  from the beginning of my life.  Childhood ignorance is still ignorance and needs to be condemned. Child hood sins will also be punished. How much of a sinner i was as a child?  Being unaware of my own existence itself is an offence to God, even if it was induced.  Being unaware was a lot irresponsible and easy. And so is the way i walk now also. Change it. Change it for good. Life on earth is all about changes...

... since i wrote here...  These days somebody is walking with me, feeding into my thoughts on how to be on my own... well the twists and turns followed by that inner call was unbelievable.. still I'm being whispered.  The twists are an eye opener to me though... despite from the fact that i havent pushed myself even after having a kid, even though it's hard enough. What you can really do,  for now is to be receptive to that spirit who have been engaging me with the most important realizations that i needed to know recently. And then be fully giving myself out for it.... as far as i can go....  That inspiring quote , which also happened to be from the spirit's capture,  " The most important thing for happiness is freedom and for that,  courage." Momentum crome app quote it was..... Anyway God has greater plans for me... And everybody...